I've been having a good time these few days and I can't get enough of telling God how thankful I am for what He has given to me. I got a feeling some of you guys will think that I use the word "thankful" a little too much and be all, "what's wrong with this girl ah, such a small matter also thankful thankful", but what can say other than that? That I'm grateful?
Honestly, I broke down and cried few hours ago. Don't get me wrong, I had a great day today and will post pictures another time but I just got myself to thinking about the people that I met just eight months ago.
The people that made me laugh countless times. The people that have taught me so many things in life. The people that treat me like their own little sister. The people that care so much to waste their time on me. The people that were so generous to drive me to places. The people that are patient with me. The people that I grow to love more and more each day.
Where ever I go, the people I miss tends to increase. I wish I knew them earlier so I could have more time to spend with them, build stronger friendships and to make more memories together. But after hating the fact that wishes don't come true, it was still a wish come true to be able to have met such wonderful people during my time in the city.
I felt so stupid for crying over this, it's not like I'm not going to see them again in the future. But it's not everyday you meet people that accept you for who you are and love you for being you. I'm worried, very worried. I'm worried if they will be safe at all times, I'm worried our paths in the future won't ever meet, I'm worried our friendship fade away like how some memories do.
God, You're writing the story of my life and watching over me at all times, I pray that You keep the precious people in my life safe and sound for they mean a lot to me and have taught me that love and true friendship exists. And also that we will meet again soon, some day.
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