flash

  I've been a busy bee throughout the whole week, it feels like time is passing by in the speed of light. Shall post more pictures soon but just not today, I have to clean up my apartment and get ready for avicii. I want everybody I love to have a great week and stay safe ♥

adventure times

girl on fire

thank you, wifey for telling me about the concert, I had a great time ♥

thank you, cassy for the transport, supper and night stay for the concert ♥

always daddy's princess

smooth all the way

I flew back to the city on Sunday and my week started smoothly thanks to the lovely, kind people in my life. Alysa, if you ever read this, I love you times a hundred thousand for being such a sweetheart to me ♥

I went to Zoo Negara yesterday with my cutiepie of a roommate and wifey, I had a lovely time with them but I give the zoo a 2/10.

Daddy flew here for a business trip the day after I flew in and I took a taxi to see him. 

Hotel perfect, room perfect, hot shower perfect, bed perfect, life perfect.

Right now, I'm just waiting for daddy to come back from his meeting then we're going to have lunch together. Thank you, God, for blessing me with overflowing love, endless happiness and carrying me through my little hardships ♥

my favourite ballerina

You were a goddess on stage and your performance was absolutely beautiful.

You'll always be my favourite ballerina with the biggest butt.

I'm so proud of you, baby girl ♥

fun fact #5

I'm karaoke shy.

 If you pass me the microphone, I'll probably off the microphone switch then start singing. But if I'm close enough to you, I would sing for you one on one with my face probably facing the opposite direction because I don't like people looking at my face when I sing.

Her dream journal

27th  June 2013

      My dad sent me to training today but the stadium was locked and the coach was no where to be found.  So my dad decided to drop me off to jog at the jogging park by the lake. While I was jogging my first round, I thought the scenery looked amazing then I realised what less haze there is here than the city. There was a sudden remembrance that my dear friend, Sarah, was back in town from the city. 

            So whilst I was jogging my first round, I turned right to the outer route and decided to surprise my friend. The route to her house was short not much of an obstacle to overcome in fact. But to be honest, a little part of me was scared when strangers honked and shouted at me. I told myself to ignore and that soon I would reunite with my friend. 

        Green, green grass of home was it, towered by a white balcony filled with large windows. Excited as I was, I dinged the dong for about four times. Scanned the area but no cars were in sight. Sad as I was, I turned around to head back home. As I was staring ahead I saw something strange in the sky. It was neither pink or blue nor purple or orange. The birds were chirping louder than usual, and to my surprise I fell into a hole. The hole was not a usual one to three feet of height, it was almost ten feet deep in earth. I jumped and tried to look for an escape but I came to find a passage to the deep, deep forest of bloom. 

      The trees were almost 30 feet, the birds were of the size of dogs. Then something grabbed me into the trees and so I yelled for my life. Eight of apes were racing and saw me and wanted to adopt me. I actually felt excited because for once I felt like I was living in a book. The oldest of them all said no because they had already Tarzan who was mighty fine I might add but just needed to cover his dangle. So I was sad and so were they. They promised to send me back home safely into this strange world they've never seen, as long as I would share this tale to whom I was supposed to meet.

fun fact #4

I love garlic.

 I love having sliced raw garlic with korean bbq. I love having sliced/chopped/minced garlic cooked together with vegetables. I love garlic rice and frying my fried rice with minced garlic.

A rare picture of us when we're not fighting

9th April 2002

Bright city lights to sundown hometown

It feels great to be back in town ♥

The moon was up early today.

After thirteen hours of wonderful sleep, I started my day by sending my dad to his golf game with his friends so I could use the car. Little noob and I went for brunch at Xing Wan but my all time favourite mee whun wanton soup was different, different is bad. They changed the recipe of the fillings in the wanton so I was pretty disappointed. Visited my high school after brunch to take a scroll around the area, that's when I took the picture above in the car.

Today was also the first time little noob drove, I let him drive around a parking lot nearby my house while I guided him. I got to play with baby kiwi in the garden too, that little fluffball can never sit still for a minute or two but that's what I love about her. I'm bringing her to the groomer's tomorrow because I can barely see her eyes and she probably can't see me either.

Today was a good day, I've forgotten how much I missed the feeling of driving and playing with the fluffball. The feeling of eating good food with my family and being familiar with everywhere I go unlike the city. I'm happy ♥ I even managed to sleep at 10.30pm last night which is a big deal to me because I've been sleeping at 5am in the morning everyday back in the city. I'm going tuck into bed now so I can change my body clock to sleeping at regular hours. Goodnight, readers.

love your body everyday

22nd January 2012

"The best way to get a bikini body is to put a bikini on your body."

I am not the most confident with my body but I'm actually pretty happy with how I look like, maybe 85%? The 15% missing is room for improvements. No, I don't have a thigh gap. No, I don't have a sharp jaw and neither are my collarbones showing. All my life, I've always been "chubby". To me that word is just a polite way of mentioning the word "fat".

100% of the time when I look in the mirrors, I always stare at my flaws. Like how I don't have a pretty small nose and like how I'm really reluctant to shape my eyebrows. But I got myself to a lot of thinking, my parents made me and I look like them. I love them with all my heart and therefore I should love myself with all my heart too. The way I view my parents, I think they are the most beautiful people with strong wise hearts. If I were made by them then I too should be beautiful and have a strong heart (wise only comes when I learn from my mistakes/lessons/experiences).

Of course I have wishes like how I wish my dimples were deeper so I would look cuter and how I wish that I will one day work really hard to achieve having a body like Kelly Brook. But for now, I'm happy. I'm happy that an Aunty of mine ever told me that she envied my chubby face because it would be harder to wrinkle than those with very slim faces. So in conclusion, with my chubby cheeks, I will be the cutest grandma in the world in the future.

fun fact #3

I apply toothpaste on my pimple for a few minutes when there is one on my face and I apply toothpaste after I pop a pimple as well. My mom taught me to.
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Underwater

18th July 2009

Hello internet,

I've been going night swimming pretty often for a couple weeks. I've always loved being underwater. I feel so at peace, calm and happy. I love the sound of the bubbles from my mouth or nose floating up. I love the silence of being underwater. I love it how when you drop a rock while underwater, it makes a different sound compared to dropping a rock on land.

As I swim laps in the pool, I always have a lot of thoughts going through my mind. Most of the time, I think of topics to blog about or memories from the past. At other times, I would be amazed at how beautiful the water looks underwater. Have you ever noticed how beautiful the surface of the water on top while you're underwater? Have you ever noticed how beautiful the light from above makes the tiles of the swimming pool underwater shimmer? Have you ever noticed how beautiful the little sparkly bubbles as they float up that were made from your hands when you push your hands downwards in the water? I always wanted to try paint a painting of moving water, one day I shall.

Just floating on the water and staring towards the sky is magical, I wish the city wasn't that bright so I could see the stars but just being able to look at the moon is good enough. I go very deep in my thoughts wondering about how different the colour of the sky is from one end to the other. I'm not a good swimmer to be honest, I pretty much swim like a walrus. One of my favourite thing to do underwater if just twirling around and around, not standing upright but sideways like how mermaids in movies twirl underwater.

I am 100% sure that I would be a water bender if I was ever reborn in a world that has four nations. Goodnight, internet.

Blessed

Dear God,

I want to thank you for everything you have given to me.

The opportunities to meet so many different kinds of people.

To be raised by wonderful parents and to grow up with my loving siblings.

I want to thank you for the things that I have, own and cherish.

You have strengthen me this year with the angels You sent that I call friends.

You have given me so much, too much.

And there is nothing I can ask for more.

I just wanted to pray to tell You that I am thankful and grateful.

And pray for the safety and health of my family and friends around the world.

I am blessed, very blessed.

And of course not forgetting the most important part, I love you.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

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for once, I want to be the one that falls in love

with someone that feels the same

Who or what I would dress up as if Halloween was big in my country?

I always wanted to be Alice in Wonderland but the costumes would probably either be too slutty or too childish. So I rather dress up as a 'cereal killer' because I love costumes that are cheesy and funny.

And to my future boyfriend, if you love me enough, you would dress up as my Cosmo while I'll be your Wanda from The Fairly OddParents.

And my future family would have to dress up like this because I want to be Princess Bubblegum from Adventure Time for a day/night.

♡

(Prom night, 19th December 2012)

(Last PE lesson for Senior Two Ai 2012)

(Teacher's day performance 2012)

(Class trip, Junior One Ren 2008)

too skool for kool

Hi guys, I miss high school.

I miss my favourite teachers.
Especially my form five class teacher. She was wonderful, funny, taught really well and took care of us like we were her very own children.

I miss the canteen.
My mee whun tofu egg. My egg sandwiches. My strawberry milk. My vegetarian fried rice with mushrooms. My 'air bunga'. My 'jambu'. These were my favourites that I would buy every day of the week.

I miss the events.
Tshung Tsin night. Tshung Tsin star. Teacher's day. Choir competition. 
Year after year, we always had to get involved in these events. Half the time it's fun and enjoyable, the other half you just want to chainsaw everybody's heads and feed them to the walkers.

I miss being in a classroom.
Having a different desk every year that I can call mine. Leaving heavy thick textbooks in our desks because we know we won't be studying at home. Doodling on the desk and sticking sticky notes on them. Despite annoying noise from some of the classmates that you want to strangle everyday, I really miss the atmosphere of being a Tshung Tsin student in class.

I miss my classmates.

 The different or same people we have to cope up with year after year for 6 days a week for the whole year excluding public/school holidays. Like or dislike them, they were still my classmates. Of course there were times when it was difficult because I wasn't as pretty or popular as I should be to be treated well in class. But however, there were some classmates that were worth to be called friends. The ones that you can talk non stop every period and every recess. I'm very satisfied with the wonderful people that I've met throughout my five years of high school.

I miss wearing a uniform everyday.
I didn't have to care about what outfit should I wear every morning. I didn't have to care if I wore the same top twice a week. I just had to wear the same uniform everyone else is wearing. It made me feel like as students we will always belong to our own school like a family. My white comfy north star shoes that made my feet look smaller than it usually is, I miss them. The only time my shoes were white were the first few days when school reopen. I miss my socks that had the days of the week labelled on them. I wasn't a neat freak like Sheldon Cooper because it was very rare when I actually wore socks that were labelled on the exact day. I don't think wearing uniforms is a big deal. We just had to obey a few annoying rules here and there.

I miss sports day.
Now this I know every Tshung Tsin student can agree, our school always have the best sports day. No matter how great or bad the house colour were doing, most of the time it was just about having a good and memorable time. I've joined the dancing competition for sports day since the second year of high school till my last. The only year that I didn't really enjoy was 2011 but the rest were pretty awesome. We put a lot of effort in every practice to perform perfectly on the three main days of Sports day. All my friends were great in running, so they were always busy for their events. I, on the other hand, is a lazy bum and can't run a race to save my life so I just cheer for my favourite people most of the time. It didn't really matter to me if my favourite people were in another house colour, I just wanted them to win. I hope they appreciated my cheering though（/｡＼ )

What I don't miss were...
bullies
fussy teachers
disciplinarians
crowded canteen
unfair strict rules
unnecessary drama
waking up 6.30am every morning
the way students judged each other
air cons that break down regularly
loud annoying voices of groups in the class
group projects with people we don't get to choose
smelly toilets with boogers on the walls of the stall
the material of the uniform that makes us sweat like pigs

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goodnight

productive weekend

thank you for spending time with me, bb

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