Day 15: The best things that happened to you last week

1. Meeting up with Ika would of course be the first on my list
2. Tuesday's maths class was cancelled
3. Someone told me that I looked happier than I used to be
4. Tried Tony Roma's for the first time
5. Daddy read my email and approved
6. Skype/Oovoo with my favourite people
7. Roommate moved in (hello, cassy ♡)
8. My blog past 1000 views

Day 14: Something disgusting you do

1. I eat chicken bone real clean like a caveman
2. I mash up my food together then eat it during family dinners
3. I eat apples with nutella
4. I play with food after a meal while waiting for everyone to finish
5. I crack my neck at least once a day when it feels stiff

Anyways, here are some pictures to brighten up my blog

Pavilion with my high school friends on the 28th of September ♥

I had a great time getting to meet my best friend, Iks, that flew to the city with her family, we tried Tony Roma's together for the first time, did some shopping and had takoyaki, it was a great day.

Day 13: A date you would love to go on

I can make a list

• Ice skating date
• Playground date
• Swimming date
• Trip to an island date
• Zoo date
• Mountain climbing date
• Travel to a country date
• Cuddling date
• Candlelight dinner date
• Sleepover date
• Movie date
• Shopping date
• Take care of a toddler date
• Arcade date
• Amusement park date
• Carnival date
• Prom date
• Camping date
• Cycling date
• Ikea date
• Toys R Us date
• Skateboarding/Roller Skating date

Day 12: Things you want to say to a particular someone

Daddy and Mommy,

You guys are the best and I love you very much ♡

Honey.

Day 11: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

Single life is a bore, someone please spice things up for me

Anyways, I've been having a couple of good days which was yesterday and today. Maths class was cancelled yesterday because there was an exam briefing then the briefing took longer than an hour so economics class was cancelled too and we were suppose to have a test. So my friends and I went to Mahkota (my favourite mamak restaurant that had been closed for three weeks) for the first time after it reopen for brunch. For today, psychology class at 9.30am was cancelled, I could have slept through the morning till my next class that was at 12.30pm but it was alright because I manage clean my apartment and revised my economics at that three hours gap. Economics test was postponed and shockingly two hours of maths class today went by pretty fast. Ayat and I went for a jog in the evening and I went for a swim alone after. It was refreshing. What was more refreshing? The sweetest roommate in the world cooked noodles with dumplings for dinner, bliss. Thank you again for the delicious dinner if you're reading this, cassy (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ ♥

Day 10: Your views on drugs and alcohol

I've never done drugs or drank alcohol so I don't have much experience or much to say about this topic. Have no interest in trying even when given the chance to. I must be a boring person to you right? 

┐(￣ヮ￣)┌

Day 9: Your last kiss

I haven't lose my first kiss virginity yet.

My answer for this question today is pretty short so I'm just going to blog about the little thought monsters I have in my mind right now. They're running all over the place which makes me think about it all day, everyday. I like college, don't get me wrong. I like my college mates, lecturers and environment . I have been in college for almost six months and there is not a time I don't think about my future career. You can basically hear it everyday from lecturers to college mates discussing about universities, courses and what not. It's tiring, it's emotionally and mentally tiring. I don't think I am the only one but I'm really tired of consistently listening to blibber blabbler about universities and courses. I wish I was born as a sloth, that would be the closest animal to describe me. Baby sloths are the cutest ever, google it. Did you know sloths only poop once a week and sleep ten hours a day? Well, now you know.

Day 8: Something you’re currently worrying about

My family

I hope they're happy, safe and healthy doing whatever they are doing

My relationship with God
Must talk to Him more often

My future career

I hope God shows me what am I born to do so I can shine in His light

My favourite people

In UK, in US, in Canada, in Singapore and back home at the land of the wind

My studies

I need motivation for improvement

My body

Please don't get sick whenever, I hate getting sick in the city

Myself
To be happy with where I am, who I'm with and what I'm doing



and happy 23rd birthday, lily. I love you to infinity and beyond ♥

dream journal #6

It all started when my group of friends from high school and brothers gathered in front of my house. We were all packed up to head to the airport. I was clueless on where our destination was even when we already got on the plane. It didn't take long till we arrived at this huge airport. We somehow flew from KKIA to LAX airport, which is in the United States. I was still clueless on why we were there but didn't cared much when I saw Eeling welcoming us with big hugs and her cheeky smile. We got into the van which Eeling's parent were driving and headed to this huge mansion. It was beautiful, it had a garden, a huge balcony up front and a swimming pool like any typical beverly hills mansion.

While the rest of the gang were wandering around the house, Eeling and I went to the balcony to talk and catch up with each other. We talked about the memories we had from going to all the mini concerts together in Sabah, good times good times. The view of the balcony was perfect, absolutely perfect. In my dream, I could see the Eiffel Tower in a distance all painted in red, blue and white. I could see the white "HOLLYWOOD" sign on a hill not far from her place too. I was so excited like a little fat boy getting ice cream.

We walked to the entrance of the house and I saw this weird plant near the car park. It was taller and bigger than me, it had fruits/flowers that looked like three humongous strawberries mutated into one surrounding the whole plant and leaves the size of elephant ears. I wish I could draw out a picture or find one in the internet for you guys to see but I know it's impossible. Eeling told me that the plant attracts strawberries, just then as I turned my head to the driveway, there were huge strawberries bouncy towards us. It was cute at first but suddenly a few humans that had a huge pear as their heads started heading towards us too. As ridiculous as I sound, I actually dreamt that. 

We ran in the house and I locked the door as fast as I could, the only thing that I could think of to do next was called out my older brother's name to come help and tell me what to do. Like most of my dreams, this one doesn't have an ending too, I was woken up by my dad calling to ask how was I doing. I'm a weirdo.

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Day 7: Your opinion on cheating on people

cheat

cheat·ed, cheat·ing, cheats

1. To act dishonestly; practice fraud

2. To violate rules deliberately, as in a game

3. Informal: To be sexually unfaithful

My opinion would be just don't do it,

simple as that.

"We moustache you a question"

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hello wifey, 

I know I don't say this often but I'm really thankful that I get to spend a lot of my time with you. You fill up that little empty space in my heart when I feel like there is a dark cloud over my head all day, everyday. I also notice that I don't have a picture of you in my blog so there you go, I hope you feel my love.

love, hubby

Day 6: The person you like and why you like them

I like ?
I don't really have a reason why that I have a little crush on you. Maybe it is cause the people in your life seems to always let you down and make you disappointed which makes me feel the need to cheer you up and take care of you. But I don't see you ever having interest in me from the way you always talk about her. I'm alright with it but I hope one day soon you'll realise when you let go of one, you'll never know what is heading your way. Male readers, girls get friendzoned too.

Day 5: 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex

1. Having long toenails
2. Takes too long to decide on something particular to buy
3. Ask to try a bite of my meal, if I don't offer you, please don't ask.
4. Orders me to do to things, I hate taking orders.
5. Absolutely hate when people blow their nose near me, including myself when I have the flu

Day 4: What you wear to bed

Comfy old tee (the older the better) and shorts.

Day 3: What kind of person attracts you

Would this question be the same as asking my ideal type of guy?

Well then, the top on the list would to have high level of sense of humour. I find humour the most attractive in a guy but of course, knows how to be serious at times. Unpredictable. According to my past crushes, I realised I tend to be more attracted to geeky cute kind of guys. A little muscular maybe? But to be honest, if a guy catches my heart and is neither geeky cute or a little muscular, I wouldn't mind. Love is blind, isn't it?

Day 2: How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Past two years? That year would be the year 2011, when I was 16 years old in high school. I had a terrible year to cut my story short but I manage to bring myself back to the top the next year. To answer the question, I would say despite having to go through a tough year, I have learnt to appreciate so many little things in life and to always be thankful. Before the year 2011, I took family as people that I'm just blood related and nothing more because we were always arguing at home and disagreeing in every single particular subject. Time went by and things change, people change too but for the better. I've grown closer to my siblings and parents, I tell them everything when I'm thrilled or when I'm down in the dumps. It took me quite awhile to realise that my parents and elder siblings are really wise for they have learnt through their own challenges in life and experiences. So I would say that I've change a lot in the past 2 years, I'm not sure if I'm a better person but I try to be.

Day 1: Weird things you do when you’re alone

• cut my toenails
• walk around my apartment with my heels
• learn new songs on youtube with my ukulele
• over think about the past, present and the future
• cuddle in my bed full of pillows like a marshmallow

30 days blog challenge

1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.

2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

3. What kind of person attracts you.

4. What you wear to bed.

5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.

6. The person you like and why you like them.

7. Your opinion on cheating on people.

8. Something you’re currently worrying about.

9. Your last kiss.

10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.

11. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

12. Things you want to say to a particular someone.

13. A date you would love to go on.

14. Something disgusting you do.

15. The best things that happened to you last week.

16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.

17. Things that make you scared.

18. Disrespecting parents.

19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.

20. The last argument you had.

21. Something you can’t seem to get over.

22. 10 things about you people don’t really expect.

23. Something you always think “what if…” about.

24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.

25. 10 ways to win your heart.

26. Your religious beliefs.

27. Talk about your siblings.

28. The month you were happiest this year and why.

29. A picture of yourself.

30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.

behind that brown door

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many buckets of tears she cried everyday

behind that brown door,
you don't know how broken she feels inside

behind that brown door,
you don't know how lonely she feels every night

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many countless times "I'm never good enough" run through her mind

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many times she tried to be strong and stand up tall for the world

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many nights she cried herself to sleep

behind that brown door,
you don't know how worried she is for you everyday

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many times she pick herself up after breaking down

behind that brown door,
you don't know how many times she looked in the mirror and tries to smile

behind that brown door,
you don't know how much she misses you

behind that brown door,
she just wants to feel loved and cared for

but behind that brown door,
nobody knows she there.

college knowledge

hi,

I'm in college right now,

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bye.

small town girl back in the big city world

hello readers or should I say "scrollers" because I got a feeling that most of you guys just scroll down my blog to see pictures and skip most of my boring text. Anyways, I'm back in the city from my hometown and I'm heavyhearted as usual from leaving my family to back to this miserable apartment. I've been trying to keep myself busy for the pass few hours. Done with unpacking, did grocery shopping, washed and hung up the laundry, watered the plants and fed myself. I think I'm going to get myself a pet fish so it can be miserable with me in my miserable apartment. Did you know a goldfish have a memory span of 3 seconds? My ten days.. well actually nine days was absolutely wonderful but the tenth day I flew back here so it pretty much sucked. I got to spend a lot of my time with my family and best friend in that nine days so I'm pretty thankful that I had the chance to. I'm going to make you read a list of what I did for that nine days but if you don't want to then just scroll down to see pictures of what I did for the pass few days. My mornings in kk are always breakfast with my dad and older brother, I liked that way.

30-08-2013

breakfast with Christabelle (hello wifey, if you're reading this) at my favourite "ban mian" shop with my older brother and his friend who slept over at my apartment. Did a little bit of shopping at The Curve, rushed back to do last minute packing and straight to the airport to catch our flight. When we arrived, my family warmly welcomed me back and we went for dinner. I was happy, really happy to be home.

31-08-2013

I only remember having my favourite squid ink spaghetti and salmon salad at Little Italy on that day with my older brother, best friend and her siblings.

1-09-2013

Island with my brothers, best friend and her older sister. We all had a wonderful time parasailing, snorkelling and blowing bubbles with little kids. I think I got a little too much sun though but I'm pretty much always indoors when I'm back in the city so sun is good. Saved four little kittens from an irresponsible mother cat that gave birth to them in a thorny bush at my garden. Sadly, they died few days later because they were very weak and the powdered milk we got for them from the pet shop wasn't good enough.

2-09-2013

Lunch date with P-NIS (the name we call our group because it's all our first name initial combined, Petra Ika Natassha Sarah) at Grabbing Hands along with my older brother again who I spend like 95% of my time with and some other people.

3-09-2013

Had my all time favourite "mee whun wanton soup" at Xing Wan in Damai. I got an unattractive picture of it in my phone but it's so unattractive that you're not allowed to see it. Older sister flew from Singapore back home too that day, picked her up at the airport and had a complete 6-member family dinner in a chinese restaurant nearby. Complete 6-member family dinner are one of my favourite little things in life. Movie with high school friends after dinner, "We're the Millers" deserve a 10 star rating from me. Highly recommended to go watch, you won't regret unless you're watching it with your parents then it would be just plain awkward.

4-09-2013

Picked up Iks with older brother for lunch at One Sulaman and had lekor after. Then I got rid of my ugly pink and green under highlights that were originally purple and blue and dyed my hair choco brown. By the time I was done with my hair, I had to rush to get ready for my little noob's 14th birthday dinner celebration at Horizon Hotel. Marcus, if you ever read this, happy belated 14th birthday and I love you, my not-so-little-anymore noob ♥ヽ(^。^)丿

5-09-2013

Picked up little Max from school and got the chance to look around Chung Hwa which is the school I went to when I was primary one if I'm not mistaken. I moved school a lot in the start but I'll probably write a post about it next time. Blew bubbles in the car to make little Max really excited. Played badminton in the evening and had ABC at Bukit Padang after finishing.

6-09-2013

I went to Wisma Merdeka to get glasses with older brother and best friend. She got her lenses replaced and he got a new pair of glasses. For me, I got myself a simple pair of lazy glasses which you will never see me in public with or rarely have pictures taken wearing them. Went for a short jog and had seafood dinner, it was heaven.

7-09-2013

Drove up to kokol hill and had breakfast there with older brother, best friend and little Max. Older sister flew back to Singapore in the afternoon and tried indoor rock climbing with best friend and Aaron in the afternoon. Then had steamboat for dinner with family but the restaurant had terrible service and the food was horrible so I don't recommend you to go to the one at Penampang that rhymes with price plaster.

goodnight city lights, I miss the stars back home.

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dream journal #5

2 September 2013

It all started with my older brother and me in this weird office building, everything seemed really normal at first. There were people walking around in business suits and doing paper work here and there. Then outside suddenly turn dark really fast, my older brother and I took the elevator to the top floor and took the stairs to the roof. There were normal human beings and walkers around. I grabbed two long metal bars that were next to me and passed one over to my brother. We both started hitting and pushing the walkers off the buildings when they came towards us.

Suddenly a spotlight shined on us, six normal people that included my brother and I were called out by our names to follow the men in army gear. They escorted us to another building what was totally empty. We were placed into different cells and were given a set of clothes and were also told to take a shower and have a meal before setting off to another area. All six of us were given one truck and were instructed by man in a suit to go south from that area to deliver a briefcase to a professor (which I have forgotten his name).

My brother was the one driving and I sat at the passenger's seat by his side, the rest sat at the back of the truck. Halfway crossing a bridge, there were walkers coming our way, the four people behind shot them down but one of the guys suddenly fell off the truck and tumbled down a river and got bitten by a walker that was struggling to get out of the river. We couldn't help him so we just drove away and that was when I woke up from my sleep to get ready for breakfast with my older brother and have another normal day.

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dream journal #4

30 August 2013

I helped you pack up your apartment, we were both quiet

We brought all the boxes to the parking lot

Loaded them into the car then you got into the car and left

Without a word, you just left me standing in the parking lot alone.

♡

first day of the month was wonderful

island with my favourite people

tried parasailing for the first time

snorkeled hand in hand with my best friend

played bubbles with little kids

saved four kittens in a thorny bush