happy 18th birthday to this beautiful lady
I love you with all my butt because you know my butt is bigger than my heart
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Thursday, October 31, 2013
Saturday, October 26, 2013
dream journal #8
14th October 1998
I dreamt that I had a baby girl...
I remember I had a big pregnant belly but I didn't know who was my baby's father. Just few days before my child's birth, I think I overheard from my parents discussing that both of my grandmothers recently passed away on the same week but different days.
After that, I think I blackout for awhile in my dream. I remember waking up on a hospital bed with the familiar hospital smell. With my eyes squinting to try get a clear view of where I was, I could hear the voices of my parents and a baby giggling. There was a guy beside me which I assumed was either my husband or the guy that knocked me up but I didn't get a good view of his face. As soon as my eyes could focus, my mom hand over the baby to me.
My baby was beautiful, she looked 80% of how I looked like when I was a baby but with a little europian features like light brown hair and long lashes. I carried her in my arms, she was so tiny, tiny hands, tiny feet, tiny everything.
Then my life seemed to fast forward because I only remember glimpses of the guy and I playing with my baby girl. Slowing from carrying her in my arms in a nude pink nursery to putting her on the mysterious guy's shoulders in the park then to her holding my hand side by side walking on a street on a sunny day.
I remember looking down at her pretty head with her hair tied up in pigtails, as soon as I looked up, I woke up from my evening nap.
I remember I had a big pregnant belly but I didn't know who was my baby's father. Just few days before my child's birth, I think I overheard from my parents discussing that both of my grandmothers recently passed away on the same week but different days.
After that, I think I blackout for awhile in my dream. I remember waking up on a hospital bed with the familiar hospital smell. With my eyes squinting to try get a clear view of where I was, I could hear the voices of my parents and a baby giggling. There was a guy beside me which I assumed was either my husband or the guy that knocked me up but I didn't get a good view of his face. As soon as my eyes could focus, my mom hand over the baby to me.
My baby was beautiful, she looked 80% of how I looked like when I was a baby but with a little europian features like light brown hair and long lashes. I carried her in my arms, she was so tiny, tiny hands, tiny feet, tiny everything.
Then my life seemed to fast forward because I only remember glimpses of the guy and I playing with my baby girl. Slowing from carrying her in my arms in a nude pink nursery to putting her on the mysterious guy's shoulders in the park then to her holding my hand side by side walking on a street on a sunny day.
I remember looking down at her pretty head with her hair tied up in pigtails, as soon as I looked up, I woke up from my evening nap.
Thursday, October 24, 2013
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“A girl wants attention, a woman wants respect.
A girl wants to be adored by many. A woman wants to be adored by one.”
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
bubblegum yum bum
I should receive the worst daughter, sister, friend, student and human being award.
goodnight
thank you
"You are like mother nature"
"You bring sunshine to everyone when they need it"
"You bring rain when everyone needs it"
"People are always happy to tend to you
but they mostly take you for granted"
"Your parents are like your gardeners,
they love you even though you wither"
"You are vast and colourful"
"No one could replace you"
"Really you are the light of the Earth"
"It pains people to see you this way"
"It's like a natural disaster"
"You are mother nature itself"
"Some people see your beauty, other are too busy"
"You bring sunshine to everyone when they need it"
"You bring rain when everyone needs it"
"People are always happy to tend to you
but they mostly take you for granted"
"Your parents are like your gardeners,
they love you even though you wither"
"You are vast and colourful"
"No one could replace you"
"Really you are the light of the Earth"
"It pains people to see you this way"
"It's like a natural disaster"
"You are mother nature itself"
"Some people see your beauty, other are too busy"
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