aim high but not so high

It's about time I should pull myself together. 

After trials, which I know I did horribly like my semester exam, there will only be six weeks left till my finals. I'm taking three subjects for my A levels, psychology, economics and maths. My aim would be a BBC or if I manage to push myself enough, maybe an ABC. I have very low confidence in maths, I am absolutely terrible with numbers. At first, I took maths as one of my subjects because I heard from a university placement talk that maths was compulsory if I wanted to choose law in a university. But I later found out that it wasn't necessary and realised I never really wanted to pursue law as a career. So I pretty much should own a shirt that says "I am steewpid". I don't know what to feel lately, I'm so blessed but I'm not as hardworking as I ought to be (╯︵╰,)

My older brother is coming to stay at my place for a few days then we'll be flying back to our hometown together so I'm thrilled ♥ (ヘ。ヘ) I'm always my happiest when family is around. I will be going back to my hometown at the end of the week for about ten wonderful days since college gave us a break for cutting the raya holiday a week short. For that ten wonderful days, I'm going to post my favourite picture I took for each day since a picture tells a thousand words and maybe a dream journal post or two. Another reason would be that, I don't want my blog to be too "wordy" so a few picture posts would probably lighten up everything.