22nd January 2012
"The best way to get a bikini body is to put a bikini on your body."
I am not the most confident with my body but I'm actually pretty happy with how I look like, maybe 85%? The 15% missing is room for improvements. No, I don't have a thigh gap. No, I don't have a sharp jaw and neither are my collarbones showing. All my life, I've always been "chubby". To me that word is just a polite way of mentioning the word "fat".
100% of the time when I look in the mirrors, I always stare at my flaws. Like how I don't have a pretty small nose and like how I'm really reluctant to shape my eyebrows. But I got myself to a lot of thinking, my parents made me and I look like them. I love them with all my heart and therefore I should love myself with all my heart too. The way I view my parents, I think they are the most beautiful people with strong wise hearts. If I were made by them then I too should be beautiful and have a strong heart (wise only comes when I learn from my mistakes/lessons/experiences).
Of course I have wishes like how I wish my dimples were deeper so I would look cuter and how I wish that I will one day work really hard to achieve having a body like Kelly Brook. But for now, I'm happy. I'm happy that an Aunty of mine ever told me that she envied my chubby face because it would be harder to wrinkle than those with very slim faces. So in conclusion, with my chubby cheeks, I will be the cutest grandma in the world in the future.
100% of the time when I look in the mirrors, I always stare at my flaws. Like how I don't have a pretty small nose and like how I'm really reluctant to shape my eyebrows. But I got myself to a lot of thinking, my parents made me and I look like them. I love them with all my heart and therefore I should love myself with all my heart too. The way I view my parents, I think they are the most beautiful people with strong wise hearts. If I were made by them then I too should be beautiful and have a strong heart (wise only comes when I learn from my mistakes/lessons/experiences).
Of course I have wishes like how I wish my dimples were deeper so I would look cuter and how I wish that I will one day work really hard to achieve having a body like Kelly Brook. But for now, I'm happy. I'm happy that an Aunty of mine ever told me that she envied my chubby face because it would be harder to wrinkle than those with very slim faces. So in conclusion, with my chubby cheeks, I will be the cutest grandma in the world in the future.
:) i told you you were cute. u are cute. and trust me, u look really good alreeady :)
ReplyDeletethank you, bawls ♥ !!!
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