Inspire, inspired, inspirational

Being 18 years old is not much of a big deal,

 I've been eighteen for 6 months already. 

Don't mind me, I'm just talking gibberish right now because I don't exactly know what am I doing with myself. I am not the person I thought I would be by the time I turned eighteen when I was twelve. I remember imagining myself in a place where I truly fit in and already inspiring younger ones. I always wonder how other people see me and what am I to them in their lives.

"I want to be inspired and to inspire."

Dear God,

I pray this little prayer to ask for guidance 

in the choices I make throughout living

 the life You have given to me. 

I have so many questions unanswered and 

so many goals I have not achieved.

In the future when my time is up,

I just want to stand in front of You and

I hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left,

so I could say, "I used everything You gave me."

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.