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Saturday, October 26, 2013

dream journal #8

14th October 1998

I dreamt that I had a baby girl... 
I remember I had a big pregnant belly but I didn't know who was my baby's father. Just few days before my child's birth, I think I overheard from my parents discussing that both of my grandmothers recently passed away on the same week but different days. 

After that, I think I blackout for awhile in my dream. I remember waking up on a hospital bed with the familiar hospital smell. With my eyes squinting to try get a clear view of where I was, I could hear the voices of my parents and a baby giggling. There was a guy beside me which I assumed was either my husband or the guy that knocked me up but I didn't get a good view of his face. As soon as my eyes could focus, my mom hand over the baby to me.

My baby was beautiful, she looked 80% of how I looked like when I was a baby but with a little europian features like light brown hair and long lashes. I carried her in my arms, she was so tiny, tiny hands, tiny feet, tiny everything. 

Then my life seemed to fast forward because I only remember glimpses of the guy and I playing with my baby girl. Slowing from carrying her in my arms in a nude pink nursery to putting her on the mysterious guy's shoulders in the park then to her holding my hand side by side walking on a street on a sunny day. 

I remember looking down at her pretty head with her hair tied up in pigtails, as soon as I looked up, I woke up from my evening nap.

2 comments:

  1. I like both your old and new font and both of them are still here so yay heheheheheh

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  2. dreams are effing visions believe me

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